Update...

Its been a very crazy emotional month for me! 

I wanted to update you on my previous post.

I went in for an ultrasound last Friday and it was pretty intense. 

My appointment lasted for a good hour! Usually its only 15 min.

I asked the tech if she could see a baby would I be able to take a peek and she said she would let me know if she could see anything...well 30 min into it she hadn't said anything!

Its so annoying that they cant say anything or show you anything! I hate that! Its my body at least let me look at the damn screen! Sorry anyway...

So I finally asked her if she could see anything and she said "your still early sweetie I'm sorry" ugh okay well what the ... is going on with me then?

 Well she spent an awful long time on the left side of my tummy and that is where I had been having the most cramping. 

After it was all over she told me to call my doctor after they got back from lunch and they should have the results. So I called and they still hadn't received anything.

Finally my Doctor called me right at 5! He told me that he had been looking over my images and there is no sign of a viable pregnancy but they did find something on the left side of my fallopian tube.

I was indeed having an eptopic pregnancy.

He told me I needed to come in right away and get a shot of Methotrexate to stop the pregnancy from going any further!

I made it to his office by 5:20 and he gave me the shot!

I'm still trying to gather my thoughts around all of this. I have a million different emotions at the moment and I just need time to sort it all out.

When I get my thoughts together I will share them with all of you!

Thank you so much for all your support and understanding!