5.23.2011

Through the clouds

I know I said I would share my thoughts and feelings about my loss but its almost like I cant put the words together to even begin to explain it. I don't know if maybe I haven't figured it all out within myself but its just really hard to find the words! I think I have felt so many different emotions, to put them all down would take forever! I'm just ready for the storm clouds to pass and the sun to come through...
I honestly believe that everything happens for a reason and to be honest it just wasn't/isn't the right time for the hubby and I to have another child! As much as I love being a mom and I'm looking forward to having another beautiful baby the time just isn't right! I have so many things to figure out still and I know that God was only looking out for me!
So like I said before I'm going to just focus on what I do have and when the time is right it will happen!
Some good news...
Tutorials are coming soon!!!
YaY!!!

2 comments:

Cami @ All Things Lovely said...

I'm so sorry for your loss....i can't even imagine what you are feeling. Just know I'm thinking of you. So sorry....
xoxo
Cami

PaisleyJade said...

All my love - have walked this journey before (http://www.paisleyjade.com/2010/09/ones-we-never-knew.html) - praying God's peace will fill your heart and home. xoxo